Crush : I hate it !!

I wanna write a note, but don't know what to say
I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way
I try my best not to stare, when you come around
I am afraid that if I talk to you, you are gonna put me down
I admire everything about you, from your eyes to your smile
I guess I'll sit back and wait for a while
I guess its silly because its just a crush
But every time I see you my body turns to mush
I can't believe I am acting in this way almost sticking to
Oh well too bad, I just don't care, because its all about you.

Your presence, in my life shows, what a sparkling fortune I have.

I think about you all day and night

I think how good you are and how bad am I

I think how giving you are and how taking am I

I think how kind you are and how greedy am I

I think how sacrificing you are and how selfish am I

I think how righteous you are and wrong am I

I think how forgiving you are and how guilty am I

How you mend up every thing that I spoil..

I think a lot more about you and me, but en fin,

just want to say "I am sorry".

I know i didn't keep my words and an apology won't

put everything in place.

You don't need to forgive me because I know i am not worth it.

I am facing the consequences of my mistakes by losing

many things.

I don't deserve but am extremely fortunate to I have a friend like you.

Thank you for being there.

no title 4 dis 1...

i hv realized that writing blogs is actually not an easy task ...u hv 2 be really focused on wht u r writing.....otherwise u cant drag on a topic keeping it in pace ....this one is my 3rd blog on my webpage ... but in real its d 4th ...i had written one before this but its still a draft... i am not able write a blog any time of d day but after midnight....i finished and posted my 1st blog 2 hours 57 mins after midnight....next morning i ws eager to write more so i began but cudnt write after 1 n a half lines...i tried in d evening but ws interrupted by my siblings ...this jus carried on for a few dayzz...after which today i caught d right time...tht izz after midnight..tht i m typing in such a flow ... thoughts r jus arriving with disturbance tht iz nil.....
okay..now coming 2 the theme ...itzzz all abt my college....

wen in skool i alwyzzz imagined a very coneventional kind of college life...like a huge campus wid long one side open verandahs n big echoing classrooms wid atleast 100 students as my classmastes ..n old n aged n boring kind of lectururs n professers...nd seniors who'd rag n bully....

but joining d college where i m right now......was an antonynm 2 all i v describd above....
speaking of it....its like little sweet campus...wid small cosy classrooms n jus 14 classmates n all koool teachers...nd the humblest n most helpful seniors....all around.....woooowww....its juss tooo good 2 handle..dis place iz 1 of d best things tht hv happend 2 me.....dont hv enough fortitude guess.......
jussss wannnaa thank GOD 4 it alll......
itzzz betta 2 be on a safe side wen its concerned to GOD
bubyeee....

four months of crap...

now i realise..i v wasted 4 months of my life jus doing nothing...these 4 months started on 2nd april 2008..wen my inter boards aborted..i had thought of doing so many things during this long holiday....but i did nothing....
iv slept d most during dese 4 months..i had no routine to follow...no hobby to spent time on and no responsibilities to carry out...newayzzz whteva has gone wont come bak ....so i wont talk abt it much........
now itz been around 2 months my holidayzzz got over i nd my college began....n i m feeling sooo good abt it...atleast i hv a proper routine now...i v got some goal 2 keep upto....my studies, friends at college....n a few more..

this blog izz a short one coz itzz jus 2 fill d long gap tht iv created after my 1st one...

will soon come bak wid somthing more interesting feeling...
so do keep a track..

bubyeeeee!!!
muaahh.. 2 all who r reading my crap..

???i m blank???

really dont hav ne idea ..of wht 2 post here...getting started izz d toughest no doubt...
iz it necessary 2 write sumthing thts unsusal..or new ..or different..
i dont know what blogs r for ....n i m sure its not my cup of tea ...but i l give it try....although chances of success r least...
yes i v got an idea !
i l start wid d reason tht forcd me 2 make dis blogspot 4 myself...
D very 1st reason bieng ...my non motto life...oh ..i know boredome can eat u up..and can end up wid u getting into sumthing thts just not meant 4 u....jus like d way i v got into dis blogging stuff...
aaahhh...i m feeling better now ..atleast i hv somthing in my mind 2 type now..
okay moving on...next reason iz ..inspiration from n impression of some peoples blogs..
i dont get eaisly inspired or impressed by jus ne1...they hv 2 be people of grace n gravity..in my case they r 3 personalities...1. Amitabh Bachchan , 2.Amir Khan , 3.Paras Tomar....
oh stop wondering about d 3rd name...wen i m dere 2 tell...Paras is a Tv anchor..u can jus check out his blogs...on this link..( http://parastomar.blogspot.com ) hez jus too good..
dese r two main reasons..y i got inclined towards this stuff...will think of more..if dere wud surely add.
till then
byeee